I AM FINALLY READING A BOOK!

I am finally reading a book for interest reasons (which hasn't happened for I can't even remember in how long). It is a book called Fall to Pieces by Mary Forsberg Weiland (who is the ex-wife of rock star Scott Weiland). This book tells all the things famous people like to hide about their lives - childhood, depression, wild fits, drug use, metal illness and how things came to be and what all was happening at different points in their lives. It has always been a "dream" I guess you could call it to have a rock star boyfriend/husband (if that is possible ;) ) So this showed me the dark side of it - but not completely dark - I was surprised at how much he truly loved her (because most just love their music and truly never really love someone and also he seemed pretty faithful to her according to the book). This book is really interesting to me. Nick comments about me wasting my time reading it when I could be reading more important things (I am also finishing up Elder Holland's book) but I can really relate to this book and the author and Scott (which is weird). That must be why I can relate with his music so much. I never really felt I fit in anywhere (in this world) school, never really had any best friends, I am still kinda a loner. The only difference is they took drugs to escape it all where as I hate to even take pills for headaches and would be terrified to stick myself with a needle. I also had the gospel which helps - even if no one understands me God does. I am happy in my life - Nick is the closest thing I can get to a rock star with out having one - we like the same music, he use to have the facial hair like one, and he thinks he is one and acts like one! ;)